I wanted to share this because it really just disgusted me. You would think by now America has become more tolerant of the various cultures, races, and religions that may even differ from their own. But nothing has changed. Just the newly advanced means used to further instill this hate.
Source:BuzzFeed
I don’t understand how people can say such awful things like that and yet be completely unaware of how hurtful their words are.
For some reason my ‘friends’ always have the impression that they don’t have to take me seriously //well actually it’s probably because I always go the extra mile to make sure no one knows that things don’t ever get to me// so like they just feel they can make fun and put me down so freely because they know I won’t get mad and I’ll probably just laugh it off and “not let it get to me”.
But you know, that’s still not fair. It shouldn’t matter what kind of impression anyone is giving off–there is never any excuse to make fun of someone in mean ways and make blows to their self esteem.
I know I have done a lot of shitty things, but never that. I would never attack at anyone else’s self-esteem.
And the thing is they’re supposed to be my friends! What kind of friends say mean stuff to you like that?? They think it’s a joke but jokes shouldn’t be so negative like that. “Joking” about how terrible you are at something or poking at your flaws is not funny, you can laugh all you want but it’s just plain mean spirited.
I don’t need negativity and people like that in my life. My friends should be people who you feel better to be around and are fun in the most harmless way and knows not to say awful things that would hurt your confidence.
I’m sorry, I’m just really frustrated about that. They’re so mean. It’s not fair to me I have never said anything to bring down their confidence or make jabs at their flaws. If anything I have been so encouraging! I help them with building their own confidence by helping them with fashion and hair advice and just being really encouraging and making them laugh!
How is that fair??
I deserve better. I’m so mad that it took me this long to see it.
also i am so tired of being awkward i know tumblr or just the internet in general tends to glorify socially awkward people but it’s really not even as interesting as it may for some reason seem it is not adorable or quirky in a cool way like in anime or on those romantic comedies with j-lo like it is actually THE MOST annoying thing in my life rn i swear i do something so horrifically stupid and embarrassing every SINGLE time i go out in public and am i proud of it???NO is it fun???HELL FUCKING NO IT IS A PAIN IN THE ASS NO ONE TAKES ME SERIOUSLY LIKE YOU THINK I WOULD LEARN BY NOW HOW TO ACT FUCKING NORMAL BUT NO I ALWAYS STILL COME OFF AS FUCKING WEIRD AND I’M JUST FED UP WITH MY COMPLETE LACK OF SOCIAL AND BODILY GRACES IT IS NOT CUTE AT ALL I SWEAR TO GOD I AM FED UP WITH BEING SUCH A LOSER ALL THE FUCKING TIME LIKE NO MATTER WHERE I GO NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO BE SURROUNDED BY SOMETHING DIFFERENT IT DOESN’T MATTER COS I NEVER CHANGE AND I WILL CONTINUE TO MAKE THE SAME STORY IN NY AS I HAVE HERE IN VA
THE ENVIRONMENT ISN’T THE PROBLEM I AM THE PROBLEM
I CAN GO WHEREVER I WANT AND STILL BE A GODDAMN TRAIN-WRECK OF A HUMAN BEING
THAT IS MY STORY
AND IT’S ANNOYING I HATE IT GOOD NIGHT
Guys are so brave omg
what I’ve noticed from my week and a half of being in college is that if a guy thinks a girl is cute he would sit as close to her as possible [right next to her if he could] but for me and idk if this is the same for other girls but when i see a cute guy i sit AS FAR as I possibly could from him!! Like on the other end of the room!
I can’t even begin to explain exactly why?!?? Maybe I’m shy but like idk??!?!?!
princessjanny 